When u find urself in the twilight zone of redefining who u are, its sort of like an alcoholic who tries to heal himself. He wants to change needs to change, the only trouble is the reality u have created around you acts like a sea anchor dragging u bàk time and again to a place you really dontwant to be. Old habits are such a bear to break when yo have others that have to be brought along at the same time. Having encouragers along the way helps alot and so does having a clear roadmap of where you want to go does as well. If u have any tips on making that transition let me know! Have a great day.